~*[.yInGz`dIaRy.]*~ -iM bAck-

im finally here... buden jus now suddenly haf the one minute shut down!! scary. dono whether it is properly reformatted.. =S
...

well...
i suddenly felt lyk the biggest fool ever...
mayb i shud haf known.. im so dumb.
disadvantage-d.
sighz.. actually im more than 90% sad.. that image onli made it worse..
i've never felt tis insecure..
i noe i shudnt jump into conclusions but from then on.. i knew i will nv trust so much anymore.
to others, i may seem lyk i dont care but wad do dey noe..
ppl say i shud remain +ive and i did..
i thot i wud nv giv up until im 100% sure..
my instincts tell mi that that day is finally here.
afta crying hard i shud get bac on agn..
but iz oways easier said than done.
iz simply the hardest thing.
disappointment + hurt + every negative feeling is exactly how i feel rite now.
im jus tired of waiting.
things are nt the way u tink dey are. jus look at me...

when will i be stronger..
and nt let myself to succumb to tears.

[[*wei ni fu chu na zhong shang xin ni yong yuan bu liao jie]]